Friday, December 31, 2010

New Years Resolutions

2019
(1) Spend More Time With God 
     -Bible study and prayer-

(2) Eat healthier

(3) Exercise at least 3 days a week

(4) Loose 20 pounds by May 2019

(5) Strive to be a better Me

(6) Be kinder to everyone

(7) Start writing again

(8) Give of myself--Help other people

(9) Spend more time with  family

(10) Continue to work on my home

2011
(1) Spend More Time With God 
     -Bible study and prayer-


(2) Eat Healthier and Loose Weight


(3) Exercise More


(4) Pay Off All Loans


(5) Don't Create New Loans


(6) Give of Myself
     -help other people-


(7) Be Kinder and More Compassionate


(8) Forgive  Others Daily


(9) Forgive Myself


(10) Give Back to God

If I Could Tell You...

If I Could Tell You What I Know...I'd tell you to cherish your children.  Always take the time to tell them that they are special.  Never miss an opportunity, because time slips away in the blink of an eye.  


If I Could Tell You What I Know...I'd tell you to talk to God, listen to Him, give Him your time--He wants that more than money.  Lean on God, He's big enough to carry you and never let's go.  God is the only one who is truly dependable.


If I Could Tell You What I Know...I'd tell you to take good care of yourself and don't stress so much.


06/24/15
My mother passed away:  October 18, 2014
My best friend Gloria passed away June 21, 2015




If I Could Tell You What I Know...Cherish your mother, spend time with her, talk to her everyday, because in a blink of an eye time sweeps on and she's gone.  When she calls pick up the phone and talk to her--make the time, even when your busy and dead tired make time for your mother.  Talk to her, laugh with her, and make memories that will keep safely in your heart when she is gone.  Those precious memories will help so much when your heart is breaking and she is gone. 


If I Could Tell You What I Know...I'd tell you that is okay to cry as long as you have to.  It's okay to hold your heart and cry until there are just no more tears.  I'd tell you that your heart will break, shatter, and hurt when you loose someone.  It's okay to have all these feelings, feelings of sadness, heartbreak, feeling lonely, feeling lost, grief, and with time it'll fade a little but your heart will always be broken--but the pain won't be so sharp and endless--it will fade a little each day, but it will never disappear.  You will learn to cope better, you may still cry at times, but it'll get easier--I think, I haven't reached that point yet. 

If I could tell you what I know, I'd tell you to be kinder to yourself.  Do something nice for your self.  Take time for you and talk to God everyday and every night.
If I could tell you what I know I'd end it with never stop living and never stop living and vow everyday to create your own happiness instead of depending on others for joy.  Depend on yourself and God.  And, that is what I know so far...